It is Monday (as Julia pointed out).

Hello!

Today has been pretty boring. YEP. I went to class and did homework and went to Mustard Seed (Bible study). I AM trying to do EVERYTHING on my to do list today! This does not usually HAPPEN, so it's rather exciting that it's actually sort of working.

Oh. An exciting thing (if by exciting, I mean SCARY) DID happen today. I emailed the Environmental Studies guy about changing my major to environmental studies. This is STRESSFUL because it's all "life change in a single email" ish. And I'm not sure if this is what I want to do or not. I DO know that I DO NOT want to be in business, but I do NOT know if I want to be in environmental studies. I am too interested in too many things! I don't want to LIMIT myself to only one! What about history and English and psychology and everything?? I've got to IGNORE the OPPORTUNITIES to take classes about all of THOSE awesome things in order to take loads of classes in this ONE awesome thing. Plus, I think I really hesitate about the whole lawyer career path thing because dreams die HARD. People say it all the time, but it's true. I've always wanted to be an author, but I feel like it'd be completely impossible to find time to write with a career as a lawyer and the family I want and everything. NOT that I am even GOOD at writing! SO I COULD NOT BE AN AUTHOR ANYWAY. But it's still something that I've always WANTED, and I don't like to feel like I'm completely ditching it. It's funny because everyone has always told me that I can do whatever I want to with my life, but they are WRONG. I CANNOT do whatever I want with my life! I cannot do the thing that I MOST want to do with my life (besides being a mother). It's lame, I say! But it's alright. I'll still write in my free time. It's just never going to be a career. I just have to get used to that.

ANYWAY. My refrigerator is being VERY NOISY. I put in a maintenance request today, so hopefully they will SEE TO THAT tomorrow. Because, honestly, it's driving me INSANE.

Oooh. The guy emailed me back! I'm meeting with him tomorrow at 3. OH DEAR. *panics*

Ok, there are more items on my to do list, so I'm going to FINISH THIS OFF now. Bye!