BEDA Fail

Hello!

I almost forgot to blog AGAIN. Sheesh. BEDA is going SO WELL. I was working on the Sekrit Project, when suddenly I was like, "I SHOULD HAVE WRITTEN A BLOG!" Yep.

Oh, the Sekrit Project. I can discuss it now because the person who it's supposed to be a secret for ALREADY KNOWS what it is. I am TERRIBLE at keeping secrets and surprising people with gifts. SERIOUSLY. It's pathetic.

BUT ANYWAY. The Sekrit Project is for Eric. Basically, I'm writing TO HIM every day in this notebook I got for the purpose. I'm writing SOMETHING SPECIFIC (that I've actually managed to NOT tell him about yet) but also just...writing to him in general. Basically, I was missing him during Spring Break, so I started doing this with the vague idea that MAYBE I could give it to him for his birthday or something if it wasn't too terrible. And, of course, it IS terrible, but now I've told him about it, so I have to give it to him. The thing is, the ONLY thing I am good at is writing A LOT. Not writing WELL. Oh, no. That is not my TALENT IN LIFE. My TALENT IN LIFE is being able to write SO MUCH STUFF. Unfortunately, like, NO ONE wants to read THAT MUCH STUFF. Which is TOTALLY understandable. It'd be one thing if it was ENJOYABLE or GOOD, but it's NOT. So the only reason you'd want to read all of it is if you're just a reader, you know? Like, if you'll read ANYTHING just because you LOVE READING. That's how I am a little bit. I'll read instructions of random things and stuff just because I like reading. I think I've read more warning labels than anyone I know because...I just LIKE reading. I see words, and I read them. BUT ANYWAY. The point of that is to say that I've written ALL OF THIS STUFF, and NONE OF IT IS GOOD, and now he's going to feel OBLIGATED to read all of it. Some birthday gift.

Okay, I need to get back to work on the Sekrit Project that is no longer secret and then head to bed. Now that I've DECIDED to give it to him, I have to actually FINISH it. PRESSURE.

Oh, and a little bit about my day. It was really good.

-Leah